I don't believe in solid color

It's always a struggle.  Paint is sold in solid colors.  But that isn't how I see the world.  No.  That isn't how I experience the world. 

So I struggle to meld and contaminate and swirl and squeeze and push and drag, but the tools I use, the paints, invariably leave remnants of their purity.  

Obviously, I don't believe in proper art tables as I've nearly destroyed my calendar.